Our Passover Ascension – Part 2

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By RoseMarie

This revelation was given to our bench of 3 in an ascension on Sept. 18, 2016, and is about the fullness and  all encompassing salvation of mankind that Jesus´LOVE accomplished at the Cross. The sufferings of the Messiah had been prophesied by Isaiah @ 700 years before Christ.

 “But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.” (Isaiah 53:5)

1 .. He was wounded for our transgressions

He was wounded on his head, hands, feet and chest, to take the punishment for all possible sins and transgressions we –in our mortal bodies- could ever engage in. His precious blood was shed thru those wounds for the remission of our sins.

2 …He was bruised for our iniquities

The parts of His body that were not directly pierced or wounded by metal or thorns, got bruised by the falling and the direct hits of the soldiers.

I was wondering what is exactly a bruise, and I looked it up: “Bruises are bluish or purple-colored patches that appear on the skin when tiny blood vessels called capillaries break or burst underneath.”

His blood was also spilled underneath His skin. Under the skin, hidden, deeper sins, or perhaps even our ancestors´ generational iniquities, (those inherited negative traits or tendencies that keep recurring in families).

3 … the chastisement of our peace was upon Him

(Explained in part 1- see the crown of thorns/mind)

 4 … and by His stripes we were healed.

Now on this one, I would like to share something very dear to me:  On September 18, 2016 I and my 2 precious friends were in the presence of the Lord in the Courtrooms of Heaven, presenting a Court case about the continuous health problems that one of them was having.

Excerpt of the  transcription:  “I see Jesus taking his mantle off, and He’s getting up. He’s baring His back, and He’s crying … then He turns around and He’s showing us these deep, deep wounds, caused by the 40 stripes He received on his back.

I’m hearing: “By His stripes you are healed.

Then Jesus, still weeping, said this amazing sentence: “Which one of these stripes is not working for you?”

Wow! The three of us were floored, crying, repenting, and saying sorry to Jesus for our lack of faith and for not remembering what He suffered for us!

He showed us later, that from now on, whenever we are afflicted with something, we can come to the Lord and ask Him the number of the stripe that covers that particular affliction.  Once He reveals the number, then we can use it and boldly declare:

By His Stripes I am healed: I claim Stripe #23!”


A personal healing testimony

I have a little personal testimony about using this revelation given in Heaven for our healing.  For over a year I had been suffering bouts of dizziness -related to my inner ear- that lasted over a minute and were very debilitating.  Jesus told me to claim His Stripe #2.  Ever since, when I get up and feel dizziness coming, I immediately speak to it firmly: “NO! I claim Stripe #2!” — And every time the dizziness stops in its tracks!  For the last 6 months, I can now say that Stripe #2 keeps that awful dizziness totally under control and that by His Stripes I am healed! All Praise, Glory and Honor be to our wonderful Savior, Healer, Redeemer, Husband and Brother, Creator and God.

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The Crown of Thorns

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Our Passover Ascension – Part 1

By RoseMarie

I, Rose, in the island of Taiwan, was ascended in the Spirit with other three believers, and behold I started to see what to me seemed like a dark brown tree stump. I looked and wondered and asked the Lord: “What is this that I am seeing?” And slowly the stump started growing and rising higher.

At the same time, one of the other three believers saw a pyramid-shaped mountain.

I kept intently looking at the tree stump -as I also saw it was growing into a big mountain. Suddenly I was taken in the spirit above the mountain and from there I saw it morph into the shape of a man nailed to a wooden cross.

My heart moved with compassion. I could see the crown of thorns from above, and it was so big that it looked like a round plaza fenced in by thorns.

I was in awe trying to grasp  how big and gigantic the crucified Jesus was.

I landed on the plaza and went to look down from the veranda of thorns; from there I could see the rest of His body nailed to the wooden cross, and it felt like it was rising right out of the atmosphere of the earth.

 “If I be lifted up from the earth I will draw all men unto me”. (John 12:32 KJV)

I finally exclaimed: “It is Jesus! Our Lord Jesus nailed to the cross!” And then we realized it was Thursday, on Passover week and that we were being shown the passion of our Lord! We all loved on Him, honored and thanked Him for what He did for us.

Isaiah 53 KJV

“But he was wounded for our transgressions; he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.” (Isaiah 53:5 KJV)


Revelation @The Crown of Thorns

“What is this thick barrier of thorns for, Father? Is it here as protection from an outside invasion? Is it to protect us from falling over when we visit? Why am I here inside the circle of the crown of thorns, dear Lord?”

This is the revelation that came to me about the meaning of the crown of thorns placed on Jesus´s head by the mocking roman soldiers:

Jesus took in the piercing pain of the thorns upon His head to redeem the minds of men; to free us from the barrage of continuous thoughts, and to protect us from the mental attacks of the enemy; from the torture of revisiting evil/painful memories; from the danger of accumulating worldly wisdom from the tree of knowledge and getting exalted on our own understanding.

He wanted us to have a new mind, His mind, the Mind of Christ: Clean, holy, loving, and powerful. “Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 2:5 KJV)

The crown of thorns would be the price He paid to allow His followers to bring all their thoughts to captivity to the obedience of Christ.  He took the chastisement of the crown of thorns to redeem and liberate our minds and to give us His peace.

The chastisement of our peace was upon him” (Isaiah 53: 5b)

And the peace of God, which passes all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:7 KJV) .

  “Wherefore gird up the loins of your mind,” (1 Peter 1:13 KJV)

When Adam and Eve sinned, part of the curse upon humanity was “…cursed is the ground because of you; in pain you shall eat of it all the days of your life; thorns and thistles it shall bring forth for you…” (Genesis 3:17-18).

The Roman soldiers unknowingly fashioned a crown for the one who would deliver us from that curse. “Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us—for it is written, “cursed is everyone who is hanged on a tree’” (Galatians 3:13).

Then I looked at His hands pierced and nailed to the cross. And I heard:  “I took the punishment for all the works of your own hands”.

I looked at his feet, pierced and nailed together at the cross. And I heard: “I took the punishment for your own ways, all your wandering and straying ways.”

I looked at the wound in His heart and I heard: “This pierced my heart and It made a gateway for you to come into my heart. (I came into your heart, now you are also able  to come into Mine)”

The whole scene of Him nailed at the cross was of quietness, immobility, abandonment, humility, total surrender, and total death to self, and total love. IT IS FINISHED. He didn’t leave any detail undone. IT IS FINISHED. Every part of His body took the punishment for every part of our lives and redeemed us forever. It was a volunteer loving sacrifice God did for us. He gave His life of His own free will.

He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before its shearers is silent, so he did not open his mouth.” (Isaiah 53:7KJV)

I felt strongly that He wanted to reveal a lot more about every single detail, but that He wants You to visit Him and engage the mysteries of the crucifixion together so He can give you personalized revelation.

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Why Did the Angels Announce Jesus’s Birth to Shepherds?

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WHO WERE THE SHEPHERDS IN THE CHRISTMAS STORY? … The Answer May Surprise You!   –  By Luke  

“And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger.” (See Luke 2:8-20)

Most of us are very familiar with this passage, as reading it is a Christmas Eve tradition for many families. But who were the shepherds?  Why were these men privileged to have angels appear to them? Was there any significance to these shepherds other than being humble keepers of sheep?  Did the angels announce the birth of the Savior throughout the land, but this was the only account that was recorded in scripture?  Or was there a greater purpose to the angelic revelation specific to these shepherds?

The Christmas story takes on added meaning when we consider that the shepherds who were abiding by their flocks in the fields were perhaps watching over temple sheep, sheep that were being bred and protected to be sacrificed at the temple in Jerusalem.  The noted information relies heavily on the research of Cooper P. Abrams III in his article Where was the Birth Place of the Lord Jesus?

These shepherds may have been men who were accustomed to preparing lambs which symbolically represented the Messiah in their cleanliness, perfection, and their sacrifice on the altar of the temple.  This gives added depth of meaning, if true, to these scriptures which tell of the angels who came to these shepherds to proclaim the birth of the Lamb of God, the Savior of mankind, who would offer the last and ultimate sacrifice.

But there are more interesting details.  The place where the angels appeared to the shepherds is traditionally known as the Tower of the Flock, or Migdal Edar, which is very near Bethlehem.  One commentator notes: “This watch tower from ancient times was used by the shepherds for protection from their enemies and wild beasts. It was the place ewes were brought to give birth to the lambs. In this sheltered building/cave, the priests would bring in the ewes which were about to lamb for protection. These special lambs came from a unique flock which was designated for sacrifice at the temple in Jerusalem.

According to Edersheim in The Life And Times Of Jesus The Messiah, in Book 2, Chapter 6, it states, “This Migdal Edar was not the watchtower for the ordinary flocks that pastured on the barren sheep ground beyond Bethlehem, but it lay close to the town, on the road to Jerusalem. A passage from the Mishnah (Shekelim 7:4) leads to the conclusion that the flocks which pastured there were destined for Temple-sacrifices.

What are we to make of all of this information from the writings of the rabbis? First, we know that Migdal Edar was the watchtower that guarded the Temple flocks that were being raised to serve as sacrificial animals in the Temple. These were not just any flock. The shepherds who kept them were men who were specifically trained for this royal task. They were educated in what an animal, that was to be sacrificed, had to be and it was their job to make sure that none of the animals were hurt, damaged, or blemished.These lambs were apparently wrapped in swaddling cloths to protect them from injury which, of course, was also used to wrap the Christ child.

Thus, with the establishment of Temple worship in Jerusalem, the fields outside of Bethlehem became the place where a special group of shepherds raised the lambs that were sacrificed in the Temple. Being themselves under special Rabbinical care, they would strictly maintain a ceremonially clean stable for a birthing place. The Tower of the Flock was used for birthing ewes, and the surrounding fields were where these shepherds grazed their flocks. These shepherds customarily kept their flocks outdoors twenty-four hours a day, every day of the year, but brought the ewes in to deliver their lambs where they could be gently cared for. It was to this place that Joseph took Mary. It was in this special stable at “Migdal Edar” that Christ may have been born!

Luke 2:8-18 records that there were shepherds in the fields keeping watch over their sheep by night. Who then were these shepherds? Without question, these were shepherds who resided near Bethlehem. They were none other than the shepherds from “Migdal Edar” who were well aware that the Targum hinted and many of the rabbis taught that the Messiah might well be announced from “Migdal Edar” at Bethlehem. The angels only told the shepherds that they would find the Babe wrapped in swaddling cloths and lying in a manger. There was no need for the angels to give these shepherds directions to the birthplace because they already knew. These were the men who raised sacrificial lambs that were sacrificed in the Temple. When the angelic announcement came, they knew exactly where to go, as Luke 2 indicates, for the sign of a manger could only mean their manger at the tower of the flock! You cannot explain the meaning or direction of the sign they were given or their response unless you have the right manger and the right shepherds!

Prophetically, Migdal Edar is the exact place in Bethlehem for Christ to be born. In Micah 4:8 the word is rendered “tower of the flock” (marg., “Edar”), and is used as a designation of Bethlehem, which figuratively represents the royal line of David as sprung from Bethlehem.In this setting, the prophecy was but one other evidence that later proved that Jesus was the Messiah, but one that Israel ignored in rejecting Him as their Messiah.

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Typically, “Migdal Edar”, (the tower of the flock) at Bethlehem is the perfect place for Christ to be born. He was born in the very birthplace where tens of thousands of lambs, which had been sacrificed to prefigure Him. God promised it, pictured it and performed it at “Migdal Edar”. It all fits together, for that’s the place where sacrificial lambs were born! Jesus may not have been born, as has often been assumed, behind an inn, in a smelly stable where the donkeys of travelers and other animals were kept. He was most likely born in Bethlehem, at the birthing place of the sacrificial lambs that were offered in the Temple in Jerusalem which Micah 4:8 calls the tower of the flock.

John the Baptist in John 1:29 proclaimed of Jesus, “Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world.” Jesus is presented in the Bible as being likened to a sacrificial lamb. It was not by chance but by choice that Christ identified His death with the time of the observance of the Passover. Peter spoke of our redemption as wrought by the “precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot” ( 1 Pet.1:19); and Paul told us that “Christ our Passover is sacrificed for us” ( 1 Cor. 5:7). By which Christ is revealed in Heaven as the Lamb that was slain. (Rev. 5:6-13) Christ as the “Lamb of God”, and as such the significance of this sacred prophesied birthplace on the outskirts of Bethlehem takes on new meaning.


The Birth Revisited – http://hethathasanear.com/Birth.html

Where was the Birthplace of the Lord Jesus? – http://www.bible-truth.org/BirthPlaceofJesus.html


The Tower of the Flock – https://tw.icej.org/news/commentary/tower-flock

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My Very Especial LAMP

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By RoseMarie

I recently bought some really cool Mystic books and wanted to read them peacefully at night, but I had no lamp to use without bothering my husband, so I was using a flashlight…

Then I asked my Father to provide the right kind of lamp.

About 2 weeks ago, on my weekly shopping to Carrefour I saw a lamp that I really liked; the price was affordable, the size was just right, and it even had a led ball that changed colors when not in use. I thought: “This is it!”

And to top it, it even had my name on it:  La ROSE. ¿What were the chances?  No doubt that it was to be my lamp, made with my name on it! I got very excited.  So I looked around for the box, and lo and behold, there was none to be found. I called the clerk and she said, “Oh, so sorry, mam, we are out of that kind of lamp.”

Lord, how come? That was my lamp! I really want that lamp…  I felt like a little girl again, going to daddy and begging him for something time and time again, almost throwing a temper tantrum…But Papa I want that lamp..!!

Next day my sweet husband went to another Carrefour downtown to see if they would still have some in existence over there. But he returned empty handed.

A week passed by. Then today, we went back to Carrefour for our weekly shopping and I immediately went to the lamp section to see if they had received more units. But no… there was my lamp still in display but none for sale.  Then I heard in my spirit: “Ask and you shall receive”.  I argued with my God saying: “But I already asked last time and the clerk said NO.”

Then I looked around to see if any attendant would be around and I saw him: A young Taiwanese man with long hair who was busily piling some boxes near-by. I called him and when he came I pointed to my lamp. “I want to buy this lamp”.

He looked at it and said: “Sorry mam, but we are out of existences.”

Then I looked into his eyes and said with a big smile: “Can I buy this one, then?”

“You want to buy the one in display? Mmm… first we have to see if it works and everything is fine… and I need to check with my supervisor.”

I sweetly pointed at him that the lamp in display was on, and seemed to work just fine, so we tried all the intensities and colors and he was satisfied that the product was in good functioning, and so was I. (no need to call the supervisor, who would probably say no way)

“Can I take it?”   And he said: “Yes”.  He then sheepily proceeded to place the display lamp -with no box or anything- in the cart of this crazy foreigner lady.  I thanked and blessed him for his help and off I ran with my precious lamp in the cart, happy as a little girl! I went all the way up the escalator to show it to my husband who was looking for other items:  “Honey, I got the lamp!”  He was thrilled to see me so happy.

I am now home trying it on all kinds of different colors and it is gorgeous! So heavenly! It is a heavenly lamp made just for La Rose!



Life is so exciting when lived from our heavenly places in Christ! There are no more impossibilities.

I know, it may seem silly and of no transcendence for many, but for me, it is just another proof of how much God loves me and cares for my every wish and even answers my ¨temper tantrums”. I love you Papa.


And now, to enjoy my precious books, “Beyond Human”, by Justin Paul Abraham, and “The Realms of the Kingdom” By Ian Clayton.

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The Light – A personal Encounter with God – Chapter 3

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By RoseMarie Gagnon

My First Encounter with God

Yesterday I attended an amazing webinar about Empowering Dreams, it was late at night, around 4:30 am, and looking out of my window I noticed the amazing crescent moon and the very bright morning star. It was so beautiful that I took a picture of it with my android.

Looking at the morning star almost took me 50 years back in time, I will tell you why…


I can still remember vividly one spring night in Spain, when I had just turned 13.  My dad told me: “Now that you are a 13 year old woman, let’s celebrate it!”

 He opened a bottle of champagne, took a couple crystal cups out of the cupboard and after some cheers we proceeded to drink.


My mother –who was more on the conservative side-, was horrified and got very upset at my dad, but I felt sooo grown up!

My dad was not a regular drinker, so after gulping 2 or 3 glasses each we went from giggling and being foolish to getting so drunk that we both had to run to the bathroom and throw up.  Next day we had a terrible headache. I thought that being an adult and drinking wasn’t so great after all, and I never drank alcohol again till I was way into my 20s.

I guess that must have been my dad’s original intention. He was a very nice man, very intelligent, liberal, and fun to be with and we had a great connection, we could talk about almost anything.

My parents were nominal Catholics. Catholicism was the main/only religion in the days of Franco in Spain, but in my family we didn’t go to church. My dad had fought in the Spanish Civil War on the “reds” side, and my mother’s family fought on the “whites” side. Dad was exiled in France for a year.  Shorter after he came back to Spain, he married my mother, who was his next door’s neighbor.

We lived in an apartment building in downtown Barcelona that had two flats side by side. In one lived my family, and in the other, my aunt Mary and her husband, who was a Freemason. They were both also part of the theosophical society and professed spiritual beliefs similar to New Age. They had a library full of ancient books that I was not allowed to touch. It was quite a scary library.

In those days we did not have TV, and families used to spend time together after dinner, playing games or telling stories. My dad, my aunt Mary and I, loved to talk about the supernatural, UFOs, and spiritual things. I remember it was right after I turned 13 and got drunk with my dad that I started developing a real hunger for the truth.

All my school friends went to mass on Sundays with their parents and believed in Jesus, God, mother Mary and the Saints.  My dad –having been a communist during the war- had nothing good to say about the church of his day, so he rarely spoke about it.  Most of my extended family –both in my mom’s and my dad’s side- were mediums, masons, or non-practicing Catholics, so I really was confused.

One night I asked my dad:  “Dad, what is the truth? Is it what I learned in the catechism class or what is it? I need to know…”

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My dad and I sat at the table and he proceeded to tell me his personal beliefs. He said there was an afterlife, that when you die the spirit would leave the body and go to a spiritual place of learning and retraining, depending on the lessons learned on earth, and that it would come back and reincarnate a few years later, usually in the same family. He told me that the reason my mother and my aunt Mary were always at each other’s throats was because in another life my aunt was a very stern cavalry Colonel and my mom was a rebellious Indian chief and they didn’t get along well, so they had to come back and try again. (It didn’t seem to work, as they kept fighting, but at least I understood why)  Dad also said that sometimes people who were very advanced spiritually could come out of their bodies and go on trips and visit people. That fascinated me!  My aunt gave me a whole set of books by Lobsang Rampa to put me on my way to spirituality, and told me that when I would be ready, a Guide would appear in my life.

That summer night, I went to bed and prayed. I recited the Lord’s Prayer a few times, and a couple “Ave Marias” I had learned in Catechism. And I cried to God and said: “Show me the truth! If Jesus is the truth, show me. I need to know.”

The Light in my room


That night, I had my first out of body experience. Nowadays this is known as “sleep paralysis”, but I had learned from my aunt that it was the astral body coming out of the physical body.  I was very excited that this was happening to me, so I pushed myself out of my body and sat up on my bed. I had no weight and I started floating up to the ceiling like a balloon. I could see my body lying down in bed. The room was very quiet and peaceful, it seemed like all street noises had stopped and the silence was almost musical.

I noticed a bright light coming thru the window shutters. It was night time, so it could not be the sun. I was looking towards the window, and suddenly this light entered into the room; it was so bright, so white, and so warm! I could only compare it to the moonlight shining on a snowy meadow, but thousands of times brighter. I felt love coming out of that light and I wanted to embrace it, but when I went to touch it, it suddenly disappeared and I was jolted back into my body and woke up.  My heart was pounding and my body shaking and it took me a while to figure out what happened to me.

I looked at my window and I could still see some of those rays of light coming thru the cracks, so I got up and opened the window.

WOW!  The most beautiful, big and radiant star was in front of me! I sat in my balcony watching that start and reveling in its light and beauty and pondering in my heart if the light I had seen in my out of body experience was that star or something else.   I will never forget that day.


When I told my family about my out of body experience, Aunt Mary and dad told me that I must have seen “My guide”. My mom said “those are foolish things, you just had a dream”.  One thing I knew is that God answered my prayer and showed me the truth, and the truth was Light, and I was to pursue the light.

Sadly, my family environment lead me to pursue deeper into the occult for a time, which brought -among other things- a spirit of fear that tormented me for many years.

Later on I learned that the star I saw was Venus, and that it was the planet of “Love”. So I was to pursue light and love.

I joined the hippy crew for a while, and traveled to India and Nepal in search for the “truth”. IT was there were I got totally disillusioned with eastern religions.

Back in my country, I was about to abandon my pursuing of truth having not found the light and love I was looking for in the church or in eastern religions. I remember sitting on a bench crying, when a couple of young people came and talked to me about Jesus. The only thing I noticed in them is that their eyes were shinning full of light and love. It reminded me of my star experience and I was immediately interested. They lead me to a prayer to receive Jesus as my personal savior, and that was it. Holy Spirit fell on me and put a smile on my face and a light in my eyes just like theirs.

Is funny that Jesus, who said “I am the way, the truth and the life”, “I am the light of the world”, came Himself to me when I was about to quit looking for Him. We finally met, and it has been a life of a wonderful relationship and spiritual journey together.

Jesus is the Morning Star!

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And when I started reading the Bible, I found out to my amazement that Jesus calls Himself the bright and morning star!

Rev 22:16:  “I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things in the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, and the bright and morning star.”

2 Peter 1:19:  “So we have the prophetic word made more sure, to which you do well to pay attention as to a lamp shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star arises in your hearts.”

He also said He would give us the morning star!  Rev 2:26-29: “He who overcomes, and he who keeps My deeds until the end, to him I will give authority over the nations; and he shall rule them with a rod of iron, as the vessels of the potter are broken to pieces, as I also have received authority from My Father; and I will give him the morning star. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.”

Isn’t it awesome how God answered my 13 year old heart’s prayer to be shown the truth?

  1. He took me out of my body to show that the spirit realm is true;
  2. He showed His presence with Light, Love and Peace invading my room with that Glory light.
  3. He showed Himself as the bright and Morning Star, Yeshua Hamashiach, Jesus the Mesiah, the Savior of the world!
  4. And yes, aunt Mary, He is My guide, but also my Savior, my God, my Husband, my Friend, my Brother, my Provider, my Healer, my Comforter, my all in all.

And every day is getting better since I came to Jesus, my Morning Star!


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God´s Updates – Chapter 2

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By RoseMarie Gagnon

Are You Feeling Sleepy at odd times?  God could be “updating” you … It could be a “God Moment”.


One of my favorite times of the day is that moment at night when I finally lie safely in my comfy bed, ready to shut my mind down from all the feverish activity of the day.  I lie there relaxing, slowing down my thoughts, softly praying and I feel myself drifting into  the twilight zone -also known as the Alpha level of our sleep. This is where most heavenly visions and spiritual encounters take place, just before falling sound asleep.

Scientists say that everyone dreams at least one or two hours each night during the alpha level, that dreams are the guardians of our mental and emotional well-being, and that without them we would have a nervous breakdown. Our bodies need that period of 7-8 hours of sleep at night to stay healthy as this is the way our Father has established it for most of his creatures.

Are You Feeling Sleepy at odd times? 

Sometimes duwoman feeling sleepyring the day, when we are working, studying, or doing something that requires our full concentration,  for no reason we  start to suddenly feel sleepy.

In those awkward occasions our normal reaction is to feel annoyed with our “untimely sleepiness”. We do all we can to wake ourselves up and go wash our face, or quickly drink a cup of coffee or tea so we can continue doing what we were doing.  I have had to do this quite a few times myself.

Have you?

While meditating about this subject the other day, the thought came to me that the cause of day sleepiness may not just be something related to older age, sluggish thyroid, food allergies, depression, boredom, etc. It may not only be a physical cause.

Could it sometimes be a spiritual thing?  What if God wanted to tell you something urgent and could not get thru to you because you were so busy doing something else?

I already knew our Creator does that regularly during our sleep at night; He made it clear in His book in Job 33:14-16 which says: “For God speaks once, yea twice, yet man perceive it not. In a dream, in a vision of the night, when deep sleep falls upon men, in slumbering upon the bed; then he opens the ears of men, and seals their instruction…”

Another one of those annoying computer updates!

Sometimes I am working at my computer and suddenly an update window pops up in my screen informing me that the computer needs to be restarted in order for the important update of such and such program to take effect. Those pop up notices seem to always be something very timely and needed for the optimum functioning of a program or even the processor.  Something you can not ignore or your computer may not work well.

What is our uscomputer updateual reaction to that? We get annoyed!  “Oh not now!” And unless you chose to restart in 5, 10 or more minutes, the computer will automatically restart by itself!

There is nothing you can do but save your work and wait… and sometimes it takes several minutes for the computer to restart.

If you keep manually postponing the updates, when you turn your computer off at night, next day you may find out that there were tens of thousands of updates backed up and that your device will take quite a while to start.

We all know that those updates are something necessary for the good functioning of our computers, yet we dislike them because they interrupt and slow down our working/browsing pace.

During one such untimely update, my computer was “in sleeping mode” while being updated and I suddenly felt sleepy myself and thought, “oh, maybe I should have a quick nap while the computer is updating”.  So although it was mid morning of a beautiful summer day, I went to bed.

While lying there in my bed the thought occurred to me: “What if God is trying to “update” me too?”woman sleeping in bed

What if He needs to allow sleep to come over us -even at the most odd times- because there is something really necessary He wants to tell us? Maybe He has to download a  timely message in our spirits that can only be released  when our bodies are “out of the way” or on “sleeping mode”.

A full article downloaded during nap time!   

Well, I took that thought  to heart and asked Holy Spirit to feel free to download in my soul whatever He thought was necessary for a better performance; I then yielded and allowed myself to drift into a sweet sleep.

When I woke up about half an hour later, I felt refreshed and invigorated: My mind was in a creative and excited mode, flooded with inspired thoughts and ideas and I had the urge to write them down.

As soon as iopen-hand-of-god_200h started typing, the flow increased and in  a very short time I received not only the “download” of the article “Dream Awakening”, but also the outline for the next two chapters of the book. (And i didn’t even know i was writing a book!)  Now this is far out to me.

Things are changing, folks. The veil between the physical and the spiritual realms is getting thinner by the minute!

Technology is advancing at an incredible speed and there are tons of new discoveries being made in so many fields. Quantum physics seem to get closer and closer to understanding some of God’s most basic mysteries, and it is very interesting, although it takes those dear scientists so many years to formulate their theories.


Yet if you are a child of God who loves and trusts her Father, you have a relationship with Him and are used to having good communication, it only takes a “God update” during a few minutes of sleep for you to receive instant revelation and wake up just “knowing” something you didn’t know before. Then you only need to write it down, because as you do, more and more details will come to your mind. The flash of revelation will grow and deepen, and will become a mini thesis on the divinely revealed subject. These processes will thrill your soul, inspire your spirit, and even give renewed life and energy to your body!

Now I have learned to love and cherish my catnaps!

Seniors nap frequently   

Maybe tsenior lady nappinghis is why when people age and grow old, they take so many naps during the day and is so easy for them to fall asleep. I am sure God is taking that time with them to love, encourage and update their spirits in preparation for the new place where they are going to be living soon.

We may just see old folks sleeping in their chairs, but they may be getting the latest spiritual updates that are not even available to younger people, because they have not reached that level of maturity yet.

That understanding should change our perception of the value of our elders and help us respect and honor them much more!

Leviticus 19:32:  “Thou shalt rise up before the hoary head, and honor the face of the old man, and fear thy God: I am the LORD.”

Babies sleep even more than seniors

The same process seems to be true for babies and infantbaby sleepings. They seem to be sleeping all day. Now you know why! Someone has to prepare them for what they are going to face in this world!

Matthew 18:10: “Take heed that ye despise not one of these little ones; for I say unto you, that in heaven their angels do always behold the face of my Father which is in heaven.”

During the first 5 years of our lives, we learn and grow more than in the rest of our lives all together. Sleep is crucial for the development of our body and our soul.

Sleep as sacred time

In most native cultures people respect those who are sleeping and consider it as a sacred time. Seems like they know something we may have forgotten in our modern fast way of living.

Cherish your sleep time, because if you are open to God´s Spirit you will wake up not only well rested but also wiser!

By RoseMarie Gagnon

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Awakening from a Dream – Chapter I

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By RoseMarie Gagnon


During that blessed moment of the day when your spirit comes back into your rested body and gives it life again, when your entire cells and atoms wake up to the light of the day, oh what a miracle of resurrection is taking place unknown to you!  Yet you linger, you don’t move, you just enjoy the feeling of newness, of promise, of anticipation of another day to live.  You don’t even open your eyes; you are focusing inwards, trying to remember what you were dreaming. So vague, yet so peaceful, your trip was worthy and the things you engaged in were thrilling but you only retained vague feelings and glimpses here and there… oh how you wish you could record your dreams so you could replay them at will and enjoy them like a movie.  But you are resigned that this is the way it is, that dreams are fickle and mobile, ethereal and vague and that only those very important “God dreams” stay in your mind long enough to make an impact in your memory, leaving a permanent print.  Yet somewhere deep inside something tells you it shouldn’t be like that and maybe you are right.

Dreams are a gift of God, one of His preferred ways of communicating with His children, when they are quiet and at rest and He can get their full attention. Then is usually when He gives instruction and seals His counsel in your dreams, as the scripture says in:

Job 33:14-16 :    “For God speaks again and again, though people do not recognize it. He speaks in dreams, in visions of the night, when deep sleep falls on people as they lie in their beds. He whispers in their ears, then he opens the ears of men, and seals their instruction,”


God´s Video Call

Yet if a dream is God’s video call to your soul, how come the quality seems so vague and fickle?  His dream technology is so superior that not only engages your 5 senses but also your spirit and your emotions. It communicates with body, soul and spirit at the same time and in different levels and intensities.  It is so deep that passes human understanding, yet because we are in the receptive end it seems like our receptors aren’t functioning properly.

There are people who have vivid dreams, lucid dreams, far out dreams, and they even receive revelations and visions that help them climb their mountains and overcome their obstacles.  Others never dream. Some dream in white and black, some dream in vivid colors, and most have a little bit of everything here and there.   Some are so fascinated by dreams that write books trying to find and decipher a common code to all dreams. They seek to interpret and understand the messages therein -because all humans know in their inner cores- that dreams are God’s own communication system. But each dream is unique and personalized, meant only for you. There is no Rosetta stone  good for all dreams.

But why are dreams so quickly forgotten…even when you try to faithfully write them down? It seems like you only get the outline and the most important points, but that most of the experience goes unrecorded.

Dream hackers

Could it be that when your spirit crosses the 2nd heaven on its way back to your body, some of the principalities or powers dwelling there try to “hack” or “delete” your dreams to sabotage God’s communication system?  After all, there is a real war going on in the Heavenly Realms, right?

If God intended dreams to be a favorite way of communicating, resetting, fixing, informing, commissioning, warning, deleting, honoring and loving His creatures in such an intimate one on one way, is it not logical to think that the enemy of your soul would try to distort, hack, send viruses, or try to delete them before you even receive them?

What if there was a way to avoid the “deleting and hacking” of your dreams?

Angelic “Dream Escorting”

When you go to sleep and say your normal prayers, try asking God to send you angels to escort your dreams on the way back to your awakening and to help you  remember them well.  And cooperate with your angels by keeping a notebook and pen right beside your bed so you can write them down when you wake up.

Will continue…

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The Importance of Journaling

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The importance of Journaling

By RoseMarie Gagnon


Did you know that many people document their lives, write their thoughts, their prayers, their ideas, dreams, visions, and also the lessons they learn – on a daily basis?  They call it “Journaling”.

All great sages, scientists, philosophers, and men or renown who left a legacy to humanity were faithfully journaling. Maybe that´s why they became famous in the first place.  You could do the same.

And you could even go further than that if you want… because you can keep more than one journal!  Some people keep journals by categories, others use the same journal for everything.  The following are a few samples.


A Scrap Journal

Get a nice notebook.  Write down the things that happen in your daily life, places you go, people you meet, funny things that happen, your kids´antics, etc. To make it more interesting, you can even glue pictures, receipts of hotels or restaurants, dry flowers, a lock of hair, anything that is significant to you and worth remembering. This way you will be documenting your own biography and you will leave a legacy to your children and grandchildren.


A Dreams Journal

Are you sometimes mystified by your dreams?  Have you ever had one of those lucid, vivid, far out dreams that you really wanted to remember but you forgot totally?  There is a solution:  If you have a notebook and a pen in your night table, make sure to write down your entire dream as soon as you wake up, because the longer you wait the faster you will forget.

Since the beginning of times, men have received important information/inspiration/instruction in their dreams that led them to write books, create works of art, inventions, travel, or even start a profitable business. You can receive all that in your dreams, Job said that, thousands of years ago.

Job 33:14-16: “For God may speak in one way, or in another, yet man does not perceive it. In a dream, in a vision of the night, when deep sleep falls upon men, while slumbering on their beds, Then He opens the ears of men, and seals their instruction.”

What if God had something very important to reveal to you in a dream, but you did not take the time to write it down and you … just forgot it? Wouldn’t that be a shame?


A Spiritual Journal

If you are a believer, have a relationship with your Father in Heaven, and you want to go deeper and get closer to Him, there is nothing better than documenting your walk and your talk with God.

I often write down my prayers and questions like if I was chatting with my best friend. Then I wait and listen for the answer and I write it down when it comes. It is like chatting on Skype, but much better!   If you pray and ask God to speak to you, He will do it. Just take the first thing that comes to your mind and write it down. With practice you will have wonderful conversations with your Maker that will totally transform your life.

The words you receive from God are what they call “words of prophecy” and can really bless your destiny.  Treasure those words! They are so special; they are God’s loving words to you!

And throughout the years when you go back and read some of those Words, you will realize that many already came to pass, and that others that you didn’t understand then, now have full meaning.

Write about the lessons you learn, your mistakes, your victories, document your walk with the Lord.

You will be creating a database of  wisdom to leave as a legacy to your descendants and many will benefit from it.


It is never too late to start journaling!

A diary is like a treasure chest. Even if you think you are too old and that most of your life is gone undocumented, you still have time: Start today! Buy yourself a nice notebook. (or use your computer)

Maybe you would like to write your “memories”,  things that happened to you in the past when you were not journaling, or you prefer to start fresh today.

The written word has power. Who knows, maybe your diaries will end up becoming your  biography in a published book, and maybe someone one day will make a movie out of your book. and all  because you took the time to keep a diary.

What do you think? Are you going to start journaling?

Maybe you started journaling a few times in the past, and stopped because you didn’t have enough time or you just lost interest. Now is time to pick it up again.

Your life is unique and wonderful; there is only one “you” in this world and God has many plans, dreams, and things to tell you.

Leave your awesome legacy to this world!

Let me know your thoughts…

With love,


Update. July 13, 2015

Please watch this webinar by Dr. Joseph Peck  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4VOskLS_Fak   He takes it to the next level and teaches you practical steps to successful journaling and a successful life!

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Discovered Male Microchimerism Living in Female´s Brains

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Our children are Always in our Heads – Literally! By Meadow

Based on Excerpts from the Article written By Robert Martone



“The link between a mother and child is profound, and new research suggests a physical connection even deeper than anyone thought. The profound psychological and physical bonds shared by the mother and her child begin during gestation when the mother is everything for the developing fetus, supplying warmth and sustenance, while her heartbeat provides a soothing constant rhythm.

The physical connection between mother and fetus is provided by the placenta, an organ, built of cells from both the mother and fetus, which serves as a conduit for the exchange of nutrients, gasses, and wastes. Cells may migrate through the placenta between the mother and the fetus, taking up residence in many organs of the body including the lungs, thyroid muscle, liver, brains, heart, kidney and skin. These may have a broad range of impacts, from tissue repair and cancer prevention to sparking immune disorders.

It is remarkable that it is so common for cells from one individual to integrate into the tissues of another distinct person. We are accustomed to thinking of ourselves as singular autonomous individuals, and these foreign cells seem to belie that notion, and suggest that most people carry remnants of other individuals. As remarkable as this may be, stunning results from a new study show that cells from other individuals are also found in the brain. In this study, male cells were found in the brains of women and had been living there, in some cases, for several decades. What impact they may have had is now only a guess, but this study revealed that these cells were less common in the brains of women who had Alzheimer’s disease, suggesting they may be related to the health of the brain.

 Microchimerism is the persistent presence of a few genetically distinct cells in an organism. This was first noticed in humans many years ago when cells containing the male “Y” chromosome were found circulating in the blood of women after pregnancy. Since these cells are genetically male, they could not have been the women’s own, but most likely came from their babies during gestation.

In this new study, scientists observed that microchimeric cells are not only found circulating in the blood, they are also embedded in the brain. They examined the brains of deceased women for the presence of cells containing the male “Y” chromosome. They found such cells in more than 60 percent of the brains and in multiple brain regions. Since Alzheimer’s disease is more common in women who have had multiple pregnancies, they suspected that the number of fetal cells would be greater in women with AD compared to those who had no evidence for neurological disease. The results were precisely the opposite: there were fewer fetal-derived cells in women with Alzheimer’s. The reasons are unclear.

Microchimerism most commonly results from the exchange of cells across the placenta during pregnancy, however there is also evidence that cells may be transferred from mother to infant through nursing. In addition to exchange between mother and fetus, there may be exchange of cells between twins in utero, and there is also the possibility that cells from an older sibling residing in the mother may find their way back across the placenta to a younger sibling during the latter’s gestation. Women may have microchimeric cells both from their mother as well as from their own pregnancies, and there is even evidence for competition between cells from grandmother and infant within the mother.

What it is that fetal microchimeric cells do in the mother’s body is unclear, although there are some intriguing possibilities. For example, fetal microchimeric cells are similar to stem cells in that they are able to become a variety of different tissues and may aid in tissue repair. One research group investigating this possibility followed the activity of fetal microchimeric cells in a mother rat after the maternal heart was injured: they discovered that the fetal cells migrated to the maternal heart and differentiated into heart cells helping to repair the damage. In animal studies, microchimeric cells were found in maternal brains where they became nerve cells, suggesting they might be functionally integrated in the brain. It is possible that the same may true of such cells in the human brain.

 Cancer cells which arise due to genetic mutations are just such cells, and there are studies which suggest that microchimeric cells may stimulate the immune system to stem the growth of tumors. Many more microchimeric cells are found in the blood of healthy women compared to those with breast cancer, for example, suggesting that microchimeric cells can somehow prevent tumor formation.

This is a burgeoning new field of inquiry with tremendous potential for novel findings as well as for practical applications. But it is also a reminder of our interconnectedness.”


Robert Martone is the Neuroscience therapeutic area lead for The Covance Biomarker Center of Excellence located in Greenfield, Indiana. He is a research scientist with extensive experience in drug discovery for neurodegenerative diseases.


My dear readers,

When I read this article, It made total sense to me, considering that the fetus breathes and eats thru the mother’s blood thru the placenta. It is all totally intertwined , much more than science can ever discover.  Even the mother’s emotions and dreams can be communicated and stay in the unborn baby’s memories and also the other way around. Mothers have been given the custody of life, they are co-creators.  A mother can love each one of her kids unconditionally, and know thru her sixth sense what is going on with them, having deep insight into their behavior and problems without speaking a word.

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Why do mothers always sense what is happening with their children?

Because part of the cells of her children still live inside of her body and all the cells communicate amongst them.

I once read some of the books that Japanese Dr. Masaru Emoto wrote about “The Miracle of Water”.  Water reacts to positive words, music, love and gratitude, it communicates thru distance. And our bodies and our cells are made of 80% water.  Water communicates with water, light with light, cells with cells, and little universes with bigger universes.  This is all God’s doing. There is so much we don’t know, but the Spirit reveals it to His children.

A child can be very far, but her cells that remained inside the mother can pick up the signals of the rest of her body and the mother can have a premonition, a dream, or feel her kid is in trouble, and immediately be compelled to pray for him/her. This may be God’s plan for mothers to communicate with their children in this way, telepathically, with a provided  love channel, like it is in Heaven.

Why do mothers love their kids unconditionally even if they do things they disapprove of?

Her children are literally part of her body, and nobody ever hated their own flesh.

Why is always the mother the communication center of the family, where all the kids go when they have problems, pains and sorrows, or when they want to touch base with their roots and identities?

Why is the mother always trying to protect, nurture and help her kids no matter how old or far they are?

Why does she always want to have them all close by and under her wings?

She is and will always be the “mothership”.

How come mom always knows when I mess up? Even when I try to keep her in the dark about it?

She doesn’t “know” it, she just feels it in her innermost, in her baby’s cells that live in her heart, brains and womb.

I totally marveled about the immensity of the love, thought, precision, care, and detail that went into our creation. Thank you Father for creating us the way you did. I am in awe! Everything about us is so deep and miraculous, so unbelievably perfect and full of wonder and magic.  Oh how great is the Creator´s love for his creation!

King David said it very well in Psalm 139:

For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb.

 I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.

 My substance was not hid from thee, when I was made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.

Thine eyes did see my substance, yet being imperfect; and in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as yet there was none of them.

 How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! How great is the sum of them!


This meditation lead to personal questions to the Lord, based in my recent bereavement, and I think the answers I received can also help many other moms whose kid may have left before their time.

The cells of the children that remain in the mother -as science is proving-, can adjust to any need in your body like stem cells, and  take different roles as neurons, blood cells, immune system, muscle, it is infinite, but they do go help mom wherever she needs it. It is like a pay forward system of gratitude and love from the child to the mom for having given it life and nurtured him.

It is God’s doing. If as a mother you had many children, their cells in you contribute to give you many extra health benefits, including less chances of breast and uterus cancer.

Children are the heritage of the Lord, and the fruit of the womb is His reward”

What would happen to the microchimeric cells of a child who dies before the mother does?  Do they also die?

Yes. They also die and their role in the body is interrupted, creating a sudden imbalance.

The grief of a mother is the worse humans can experience, because it is not only the emotional and spiritual pain, but also real tangible turmoil in her body.  It is documented that the physical health of the mother gets compromised. Her immune system goes down, there is a memory loss, lack of energy, tiredness, pains in different places, eating and sleeping disorders, and depression.  Many even say “something has also died inside of me”.

How can bereaved mothers replace the cells of the child they have lost? Will those cells dissolve and disappear forever and the connection be lost?

No. Some mothers keep grieving for many years, trying not to forget their children’s faces  That is the reason for so many Memorials.  But God thinks about everything and He has provided a backup -not only in Heaven- but also in the database of your memory. The living cells of your child inside of you have a replica, and although they are not functional anymore, they are not lost forever. An inactive copy remains ingrained in your DNA and in your brain. You can always retrieve the file and the memories will be there.

Pain lessens and goes away as new cells form and replace the loved ones functions.

How are the cells of your child replaced? What is God’s prevision for such a situation?

Somehow I feel that the microchimeric cells of the other children would take over some of the missing functions. They would have to multiply, increase, and double up being used to reverse the  damage, filling up all the vacant spots in order to help the mother´s body recuperate her normal functions. It would take time, depending on the number of siblings, the amount of cells, the mother´s attitude, her faith, and the support she receives from her family and friends. Each person is different and so is the duration of grief.

That may explain that the surviving siblings may feel mixed emotions, and their grief may take them thru periods of blaming, guilt, distancing, etc. As they feel the stress of their overworked cells in the mother and cannot pinpoint why.  Time, prayer and love solve all things. They are flesh of our flesh and blood of our blood and our relationship is eternal.

Maybe the moment when the mother  begins having more energy, more interest in life, starts eating and sleeping better and manages to resume some her tasks, coincides with the full takeover of the siblings cells filling the gaps.


But what if it was her only child?

Would that explain that those bereaved mothers are the ones who get sick and even die prematurely, or take longer to recuperate? Did our God of love also have a microchimerism plan B for this situation?

Yes. Science has not only discovered replicas of the children inside the mother’s brains. They also found assorted cells of the parents, the mother’s siblings, the grandparents, and who knows how far up the family tree those cells get stored in your DNA and backup database. Perhaps all the way to the Garden of Eden!

In most cultures and countries, when a mother loses her only child, other family members are there for her to nurture and accompany her until she can stand by herself again.  Doesn’t it make sense that the same thing would happen at a microchimerical   level?   The cells of the closest relatives alive in your body would be the ones to come to the emergency rescue  and takeover the vacant positions.

Most religions and even science admits that all that exists is somehow related, that we are all part of something bigger and we all affect each other for good or for bad.

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Consider the universe and its mathematical perfection, the planets, stars, and galaxies, all perfectly synchronized and moving in harmony, each in its place and fulfilling its role.  We see the same with the micro cosmos, with the molecules, atoms, neutrons and protons. And now, that we know about this deep and intimate universe at the microchimeric cell level, we can see the same miracle inside our bodies.

Everything works in order, in love and beauty, with total commitment to fulfill the purpose they were created for.

The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork.

Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge.

There is no speech nor language, where their voice is not heard.


And us human beings know so little… but we get so proud with the progress of science and technology, we admire our buildings, industries and machines, we worship our knowledge and scientific discoveries.

But I think that there is more wisdom, knowledge, mystery and love in only one single human cell, than in all the knowledge of humanity put together.  And those mysteries are not hidden.

God reveals His secrets to His Sons and His servants the prophets. He said:

“Call unto Me and I will answer you, and will show you great and mighty things that thou knowest not.”

We can chose to listen with our hearts, to become as little children and marvel at what is happening all around us.

Let’s unplug the TV set, the computer and even our cell phones..! Even if for only one hour, lets get out for a walk in the country side or the beach, lets listen to the sounds of nature and feel part of it.

How long has it been since you laid on the grass watching the clouds, or in the sand at night admiring the starry skies? Did you know that the stars are still there? Lets go look at them. They are proof that our Father loves us.

And spend time with your children, after all, although they don’t know, and may be too far or too busy to communicate with you as much as you wish, their microchimerism inside you is continually thanking you for having given them life and the love, attention, nurture and care that only a mother can give.

If this article has sparked questions in your heart, ask God for the answers. Share it with us in the comments so we can all benefit from it.

We have as much right as the scientists to figure things out, speculate, and create our own theories and hypothesis, with the difference that if we ask God about it we may get it right the first time.



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By RoseMarie Gagnon

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Our landlady informed us that she wanted to sell the house in the near future, and we wanted a change of scenario,  so  I prayed for a nice new 3 bedroom apartment,  on the  2nd or 3rd floor, with elevator, fully furnished, with all appliances and parking included in the rent, closer to the city and the Metro, that it would have a nice green view from the window, and a rent of no more than $700 a month.  Yes, we believe in miracles.

We checked up a few apartments and found a nice brand new one, very sunny and with big windows, a great green view, good price, and I thought I even heard the Lord say: “This is the way, walk ye in it”. But after considering all the pros and cons, we thought it was too small for our needs and kept looking for something bigger. We looked more than 30 different places, and after 3 weeks we decided to rent the one the Lord had “suggested”.  It would have saved us time to just listen to His small voice, but that is human nature, to do it our own way.

After signing the contract, exploring, and checking everything, we noticed that the green view from our window was marred by an old school building, about 7 stories high, that had been abandoned for a long time. That brown building was a big eye sore for me. But what could we do? We had already signed the contract for one year, and it would be quite silly to break the contract just because we didn’t notice a building that had been there all the time…

Well, I believe in prayer and Jesus  said: “Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven.” so me and my husband decided to pray, and we pointed our fingers at that building, agreed, and asked God in Jesus name, to demolish it.  (That building had been there for over 15 years.)

Just one week after we prayed, I noticed a gigantic crane and a lot of movement going on around that building. It raised my eyebrow a bit more than usual.  Then later on in the day I saw that the crane had lifted up 2 big bulldozers unto the roof of the old building.   “Oh my, I wonder what they are going to do with those big machines on top of the roof?! “.

Next day I saw a crew of workers setting up bamboo scaffolding from the bottom of the building all the way to the roof on both corners of the building. Once they were finished, they covered the bamboo with blue protective fabric as is customary in Taiwanese construction sites.


Then to my amazement, early next morning and with a lot of noise, those bulldozers started drilling and breaking the floor of the roof. I called my husband and my son, “what do you guys think they are trying to do?   Are they going to demolish it?”

It was obvious they were trying to destroy the top floor, but we couldn’t understand the logistics of it, as this was not what we as foreigners living in an Asian country would expect to see in a demolition. (I expected it dynamited in a controlled situation or demolished with a big iron ball, but definitely not drilled down from the roof with heavy duty machines)

I work from home, so I was following the daily progress out of my window for almost 4 weeks. Every day they knocked down more and more floors. When there was only 2 floors left, the crane came back and brought the bulldozers down. They changed tactics and began drilling one of the walls and columns that held the building up, till it totally collapsed. Then they did the same in the other side.


I woke up in the morning of the 26th day of demolition work and there was no trace of that ugly eye sore building. All I could now see from my window was the green view and those luscious trees loaded with birds.  Wow!  Amazing! What an answer to prayer!  We praised our God of Love who went to such extent as to fulfill my desires for a clear green view from my window!

Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart”.

Now when I gaze out of my window right besides my desk, Instead of the noise of the bulldozers, I can follow the activities of a family of black Drongos (black bird with forked tail) who successfully raised their 2 fledglings. They all perch in a telephone line quite close to my window and I can enjoy their daily progress.


Now, if God takes such good care of my Drongo bird family, he gives me exactly the apartment I asked, and He goes out of His way to demolish a building that was bothering me…is there really anything to worry about?  God is in control, He loves us and He wants us to be happy and enjoy the Life He has given us. “Ask and you will receive, so that your joy may be made full”.

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